.:Forever Unspoken:.

[☾LUNA!☽]

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[atrb=background,http://i814.photobucket.com/albums/zz64/BLoobloo72/CaspianMiddle.png] A cold, shiver-inducing winter wind ruffled the silvery-white fur of a well-built, masculine wolf, filling his lungs with air as it passed. His hazel eyes shone with pride, strength and promise, his dominant stature giving off the essence of his leadership. He had truly filled out to be a respectable wolf; something that would never have been expected from the scrawny, cocky, dishonorable wolf he once was. But he had changed... because of one, special female. Cliche as it was, she had changed his life phenominally. Now, he was taking their undoubted love to another level. For weeks his mind had been beaten and battered with the thoughts of their future, and it was time he came out and talked to Penzy about what she wanted in life... inparticular, pups. He was still awkward about who wore the pants in their relationship; since he had followed her to her packlands from Sarion Harbor she had been his superior... now he stood along side her as Alpha Male. He couldn't bring hismelf to believe that he was equal to her now, that he needed to accompany her in decision-making rather than obey her choices. But that was his life now, and he needed to get a hold of it before it slipped away from him. Snow crunching beneath his large paws, Caspian turned from his position at the cliff that extended from the mountainous hills taht bore the territories dens and headed towards the river that seperated his territory from the next packland. He knew his mate would be there, as it was routine for her to satisfy her thirst built overnight there after awakening. Along the way, he stopped to mark on a tree, which previously bore a vague marker. He could not leave any mark untended to, as it was still mating season. It was nearing the end, and many rogue males were desperate to find a mate, or challenge any opposing males, like himself. He breached the river, a smile lighting up his features upon seeing his mate. Though she sometimes protested, Caspian thought she was by far the most elegant, charming female. Inside, and out. Though his old self would never have thought the same, Caspian thought females with extravegant coats and volumous, high-maintenance personalities were inferior to Penzy. She was a strong and dutiful wolf who wasn't going to take shit from anyone, and though she came off as harsh, Caspian knew her worn heart was warm. Casually, he trotted towards her at a brisk pace, barknig a gruff, loving greeting and nuzzling her, taking in her familiar scent. His tail wagged softly, jaws slightly parted in a smile. ”G’morning, Love.” He sat down beside her and gently licked behind her ear, wondering how he should start this conversation. It wasn't a topic to be taken lightly... if he came on too fast, she'd castrate him. If he dragged it out, she'd castrate him. But it needed to be discussed, so his sucked it up and decided to be a man about it. “There’s something I have to talk to you about, Penzy.” Speech Thoughts

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((OOC: Table not working right, I'll fix it tomorrow))

[Kairis]

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[atrb=background,http://i814.photobucket.com/albums/zz64/BLoobloo72/PenzMiddle.png] She smiled some as she lifted her grey head from the river that ran through their territory not far from the dens. It was nearly routine of the female to wake up, stretch, mark her territory a bit, and then head off to quench her thrist. It was also where the alphess would encounter her now awaken mate as he often would come to find her. How sweet she thought and flicked her tail slightly. Penzy could smell him approaching and waited anxiously to see the well built grey frame of her mate enter through the forestry that bordered on either side of the river. Her heart skipped a beat or two as she thought of him, god how that wolf could make her move mountians. It was almost disgusting how loyal and deeply in love she had become with this wolf, just one look or smile and she would melt under his gaze becoming like puddy in his paws. The fae wondered what other wolves that knew her would think if they were to see the two interacting. Would probably bring them to tears from laughter... Penzy thought bit didn't really care. She knew she was a well respected female and has loyalty behind her in the form of her mate. The only thing she was lacking is a pack. So far, Sarcina just consisted of two wolves. Penzy wanted a pack, and pups no doubt about that. If there was any wolf in the entire land that wanted to be a mother more than Penzy, she wuold bow down and kiss their paws. Which if you know is a huge leap and bound for her to do something like that. Thinking about it, the grey female got lost in thought about the season. At the moment, she was in heat and ready to mate.... but Penzy being Penzy of course, hadn't even approached the topic with her lover. A downside, Penzy was not good with words. The sentence would probably come out something like "Hey, I want babies." sighing, she shook her head angrily and planned that today, first chance she got she would talk with Caspian about it... the fae just prayed he would feel the same way. A gentle lick behind her ear made the female even more aware of the presence of Caspian, the alpha male of their territory. HIs sent wafted into her nostril and she carefully turned around to burry her snout in the thick grey winter hair of his. it was moments like these that Penzy cherished and wanted to last forever, that she would embedd into her brain to look back on when they are both old and delapitated. "There's something I have to talk to you about, Penzy." The female lifted her head up to meet his eyes with her hazel ones. a questioning look upon her feminine features. "Me too Caspian, but you go first." She stated and watched her mate with curiousity. Something big was on his mind and it brought a slight frown to her face to see him somewhat stressing out. As far as she knew there was nothing wrong in the territory... which made what he was going to say all the more interesting. ”Speech” ”Thoughts” Other

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[☾LUNA!☽]

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[atrb=background,http://i814.photobucket.com/albums/zz64/BLoobloo72/CaspianMiddle.png] Hearing his mate’s calm, assertive voice forced a smile onto Caspian’s face. ”Me too, Caspian, but you go first.” He frowned, ready t o protest, but digressed. It was too early in the morning for bickering, especially when he was about to discuss a very delicate, life-changing topic. He exhaled slowly, resting his haunches more comfortably on the snow and gathering his bearings before he began to speak. ”Penzy… it may be too late to start to talk to you about this, but it’s not something I can dismiss. We need to talk… about what we want for our futures,” he started, feeling awkward and cliché, ”I need to know what you want for us, for Sarcina, and most importantly, for yourself. The season is nearly over and I… I need to know what you want out of it.” Caspian’s hazel eyes rested on his mate’s features, full of sincerity. He prayed she had his same interests, but what Penzy wanted, Caspian would obediently oblige to. After his failure to breed last year, however, he was not sure he could deal with the depressing effects and utter disappointment, especially after seeing all the other animals with their young come the next spring. But no matter her decision, Caspian only wanted his mate’s happiness. And if she was unwilling or not ready, Caspian would go about just as he had before. Just so long as she was happy… "Speech" Thoughts "Penzy"

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[Kairis]

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[atrb=background,http://i814.photobucket.com/albums/zz64/BLoobloo72/PenzMiddle.png] ”Penzy… it may be too late to start to talk to you about this, but it’s not something I can dismiss. We need to talk… about what we want for our futures,” ”I need to know what you want for us, for Sarcina, and most importantly, for yourself. The season is nearly over and I… I need to know what you want out of it.” A shocked look spread over her face as the fae sat there flaberghasted for a few long moments. She should have known from the tense and awkward feeling that Caspian held. Penzy looked down at her paws, slightly relieved as she thought that her mate was thinking the same thing that she was. Her being in heat and all, obviously she could not think of him to miss something so important to wolf kind... "Caspian, If you are thinking about the same thing that has been lingering in the back of my mind for months Im happy we are finally talking about this. It is winter... and spring is one the way which will bring with it the promise of new life and warm, friendly weather." She spoke kindly and thoughtfully. "Caspian... what I want, is a family." Her words her blunt but not sharp. Penzy had to find a way to say the things that gnawed on her brain since late summer and finally the words were out between the two of them. Carefully, she shuffled sideways and hid and embarassed, stupid smile that seemed to creep up onto her muzzle as her ears flattened against her skull. She lowered her head and moved closer to the alpha male until there noses were touching and she whimpered once, a faint longing tone in her voice before she put her head under his chin and stayed there. What do you want though Caspian, I can't make these desions on my own, love. You are my most thought of and your opinion matters greatly to me," the gentle words lingered between the two of them as she awaited an aswer. ”Speech” ”Thoughts” Other

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[☾LUNA!☽]

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[atrb=background,http://i814.photobucket.com/albums/zz64/BLoobloo72/CaspianMiddle.png] ”Caspian, if you are thinking about the same thing that has been lingering in the back of my mind for months I’m happy we are finally talking about this. It is winter… and spring is on the way which will bring with it the promise of new life and warm, friendly weather.” ”And, hopefully, pups…” Caspian thought. ”Caspian… what I want… is a family.” Penzy’s bold words struck a thrill of silence over Caspian. His breathe was taken away and for a moment, he could hear only his heart beat. She wanted it too… he’d never been so happy. Penzy touched her nose to his, her ears flat against her skull. Caspian folded his ears back in the close presence of his mate, but did not flatten them. He nuzzled her and laid an affectionate lick on her head. The two sat in a silent embrace for a while before Penzy alas spoke. ”What do you want though, Caspian? I can’t make these decisions on my own, Love. You are my most thought of and your opinion matters greatly to me.” A smile spread across Caspian’s features. It was impossible to hide his joy, and his wagging tail clearly stated that. He pulled away from the embrace to look his mate in the eye. ”Penzy, more than anything I want what you want. And I’m not saying that just because I’m willing to do as you please – I want a family almost as much as I want your happiness. To be honest, I was heartbroken when I failed to provide offspring last year… and I want to share such a beautiful thing with no one but you.” He nuzzled her once more, a heavy weight finally lifted from his shoulders. They were truly mates, now. Caspian stood and moved closer to her, nuzzlung into her neck and taking in her scent. His tail flagged, releasing the scents of his raging hormones. He could smell her pheramones as well. Soon ecstasy and affection were taking over his body as the mates embraced, performing an act of nature as their ancestors had before them. A cycle that had repeated for generations. The two at last could share the responsibility all animals held. The two would be as one now, true mates. They would continue to express their love this way until the end of Penzy’s estrus, and thereafter Caspian would be put on the test to see if he was truly father material. He wouldn’t know until then. All he knew now was that he loved Penzy, and that she was truly his significant other. ”Speech” ”Penzy” Thoughts

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[Kairis]

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[atrb=background,http://i814.photobucket.com/albums/zz64/BLoobloo72/PenzMiddle.png] ”Penzy, more than anything I want what you want. And I’m not saying that just because I’m willing to do as you please – I want a family almost as much as I want your happiness. To be honest, I was heartbroken when I failed to provide offspring last year… and I want to share such a beautiful thing with no one but you.” The words and feelings seemed to overwhelm the female as she was suddenly very aware of what was all going on around her. The smells, the forest, the land, the bird that flew overhead of her. She could not resist the tug at her primal side that had been lingering in the shadows and was constantly being reprimanded for rising up on occasion. It seemed though, that now it was ok to realease her feelings as Caspians smells called to her. Penzy stood still and willing as they preformed the act of nature and could feel that the call of the wind inside of her was calming down, her maternal instincts were already engaging as the task came towards the end and the two finally parted, somewhat exhausted but dully satisfied of what the two of them had just accomplished together. They were bonded mates, and would hopefully be taking their first steps together towards a pack and family with pups to care for, the grey female could not resist the urge to smile as she nuzzled close to her mate and whined softly into his coat. "I love you," She mumbled between mouthfuls of his stunning grey and black coat. Slowly she lifted her head till her hazel eyes met with his and the moment seemed to last forever. Penzy was so sure she had finally found relief and comfort in the form of Caspian, he was always there when she needed him, right from the beggining when they first met. All the troubles of running a pack by herself and the loneliness that ate at her heart... Caspian was there for her. The female took a brief moment to pause and think, wondering if there was anyway to make it up to him for all he had given her, and now even her dream of a family. Penzy frowned thinking it just wasn't fair that she couldn't do more for him. ((( so sorry its short and poopy.. my mind pulled a blank as im thinking about biology at the moment and studying for my test at the same time =P )))) Read more: www.x-impulse-x.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=sarcina&action=post&thread=9&page=1#ixzz1Evm390pF ”Speech” ”Thoughts” Other

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[atrb=background,http://i814.photobucket.com/albums/zz64/BLoobloo72/CaspianMiddle.png] After the two completed their act of nature and exchanged their loving words, Caspian promptly lay down beside his mate and began to groom her affectionately, his rich pink tongue flattening stray hairs back into her place. Every now and then he couldn’t help but catch his mate’s eye, grinning as soon as contact was made. Caspian could hardly stand the feeling of accomplishment and pride he now felt. He now truly felt like an Alpha and, more importantly, his beloved’s mate. Once the two alas broke apart, he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, closing his eyes and breathing in all the scents that surrounded them. It was at this calming time he realized that his tail had been slowly wagging non-stop for a very long time, as it was now sore. But he ignored it and dismissed the slight embarrassment, again focusing on sniffing the air. What better way to celebrate true mateship than a hunt? Caspian was not very puzzled at the lack of active prey; it was rather early in the morning and not many animals had roused in their area. Thus, he concluded that the quickest and simplest way of finding prey would be to scour their territory, and they would cover more ground if they did that separately. He shared his strategy with his mate. ”Penzy, I do believe this’d be a fine time to hunt… few animals have roused but the ones that have will be groggy and lazy,” He began, ”However, I smell very little intriguing prey here, so I think it’d be best if we track about our territory, and for simplicity’s sake, we ought to split up, so we can cover more ground faster. Sound good to you, my love?” ”Speech” ”Penzy” Thoughts

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((OOC: I was hoping that the two could depart and go look for food, either from here or after you post, if you decide to. I plan to have Caspian come across Falcon while he’s searching for food. If you don’t like the idea, then I’ll remove his reply from Falcon’s thread. Let me know~))